Kenneth Ortega's email to Randy Phillips regarding concerns about MJ's health

Yeah, I have also wondered why kenny didn't call 911, and he didn't read all of this out in the CM trial, I seem to remember him missing out on the part about the tough love, and some other bits as well, correct me if i'm wrong

"It would shatter him, break his heart if we pulled the plug. He terribly frightened it’s all going to go away. He asked me repeatedly tonight if I was going to leave him."

This e/m breaks my heart. No mater how many times I've read it, it always brings tears. I can't imagine the agony and entrapment Michael was feeling on top of knowing full well that his body was breaking down. He was emotionally and physically dying and must have felt he had NO WHERE to turn. How completely alone he was. He had to have been terrified.

Yes, Kenny, should have called for emergency help but he may have feared that if he did it would instantly be global news, the show would likely be stopped, Michael would be held up to public ridicule - again - and the financial loss to Michael, as well as AEG, would be staggering. KO said himself "it would break his heart" if the show was cancelled. I'm sure KO never dreamed Michael would die and has regretted his failure to act many times. The apathy of the security and admin staff is also very upsetting. I cannot believe they didn't see what was going on. So many mistakes by so many people...

I also found it very interesting that, according to McCartney's tweets, Kai Chase said the meeting "didn't go well" (broken vase?), that Michael left and the meeting continued on for "several hours" with CM. What were they all talking about for so long in Michael's home with Michael not even there???

I do have to say that while watching the this is it movie. I was wondering how he could still do it after being told how frail he was by the media, he was frail, but not as frail as we were led to believe. And michael also stopped eating completely while rehearsing, he said it himself, he even said to a friend that he was never going to tour again, as it would kill him

Yes, absolutely. I do agree that if there had been an intervention and Michael was removed from Murray's deviant care that Michael would still be alive and at some point would have been healthy enough to deliver the "show of a lifetime" that he so wanted to give to his fans and his children. I don't think there's a single one of us that love Michael that wouldn't give anything to have him back - the O2 and public opinion be damned. It is a tragedy of such epic proportions on so many levels that it's difficult to comprehend.

What I also find very disturbing is the apathy of his security team and Amir. They had to know what was going on. They were with him daily. I realize he was their employer but, just like KO, if any of them had taken action, spoken up, maybe Michael would still be with us. Michael might have been angry but he would still be alive. There were so mistakes by so many.

He appeared quite weak and fatigued this evening. He had a terrible case of the chills, was trembling, rambling, and obsessing aww poor michael what he needed was an electric balnket and a bucket of fried chicken and some hot tea! oh this makes me cry kenny i think could have done a lot more!! it irritates me to think that kenny should have called 911 and he didn't!!