Holding all your hands during these sad days and on June 25

Tomorrow is the 4th year since Michael left us. I can barely form the words to express how I still feel. I thought the loss and pain from his passing on to Heaven would ease up by now but honestly it is still cutting deep and hurts as much as when we all first heard about this horrible tragedy.

I just want to say that I am so grateful for everyone here for all the love and support always shared.

None of us are alone in our grief.

I am holding all of your hands in MJ memories and L.O.V.E!

"None of us are alone in our grief"
i'm gald u said that, i needed it. i feel like crying but i just can't idk why i might just be numb i always seem to be able to cry hard every other day except june 25 idk why
btw this is the first year for me to be on a MJ site and i'm glad that i can finally greive with someone who actually understands the pain i'm going thru!
thank you all for being my strength thru this tough time

love you all love you Michael.. my heart is breaking - i thought i could do this today, i should not have come to work today. This is tough having to sit here and pretend that everything is ok when my heart aches .. all i can think of is our Michael in Heaven...RIP King of Hearts.. forever and and for all time I will love you.

i've been up since 9 this morning and i haven't stopped crying!

icantstoplovingumj HUGS!

I got up at 4:30a - have an early class at the gym - and I started watching the clock hour by hour - his last hours on earth 4 years ago today. By 10:00a my time I knew he was gone. I said a prayer for him, talked to him and held him in my heart. Then the tears came. Last year I was with him at Forest Lawn. I so missed not being there but I came to my new MJ family. Thank you for your friendship and allowing me to love him as much as I do - with acceptance.

I love you, Michael. I always will. Rest well, precious one....

i'm wearing my MJ R.I.P shirt and black jeand and my fedora with my 2 buttons on it and my bracelet that i bought, it reminded me of michael!!!!

 It's such a sad day today. I don't often think about his death, because I get very sad when I do.

awwwwww

CA: What a precious picture of Michael - so young, so beautiful, so assured. How did it all go so wrong?? :-(((

I love you Michael. Forever and ever.

And I love you all, Girls!!!

How's everyone today! We made it past the storm family..brighter days are coming from Michael you wait and see...so Keep the Faith MJ fam! Last night a few of us went to dinner at a Mexican Restaurant in Times Square in honor of Michael and then later went to the Apollo Theatre, for a memorial. It was so nice. There were performers dressed as MJ, one little boy was amazing. it was great to see all the little kids know ALL the words to Michael's songs, wow! We danced and sang.. it was a great evening after feeling so sad most of the day. Then when I got home, I looked on FB & Twitter and saw all the beautiful memorials from all over the world, OMG.. it warmed my heart - Michael is so loved- I felt warm inside. I'm so happy we aren't forgetting our dream boat..Also I received many messages and well wishes from "non-fans" I'm beginning to think people are "getting" Michael no - YAY!!!!.. I got so many well wishes and great stories from those friends that don't follow or love Michael as much as we do - it made my spirit soar.. and to top it off.. before I went to bed, BET aired Michael's BAD 25 short films.. THANK YOU SO MUCH MICHAEL, We here are so blessed to have experienced you and celebrate your short but amazing, beautiful, talented, loving, life.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MICHAEL FOREVER AND FOR ALL TIME.